hi people..
i know that i've not update for a long time..
more to songs..
coz these songs tell the stories..
and how i feel..

i don't know what's happening to me..
my health condition..
from good to bad..
and now bad to worse..

medication after medication..
get sick and tired of eating them..
as if i depent on the medication to stay alive..

not all knows what's my condition..
what i can say now is that;
"i feel that i'm using someone else's body"
HATE this feeling..

i can't do much work with this pain..
what i can do i just pretend..
pretend nothing happen..
and just put on my smiles like always..

what making me smile now??
or who making me smile now??
the girls that i used to contact before and family..
and now they are back in my life..
i'm not using them..
it's just that i LOST their contact when i reset my HP..
and i don't online to chat coz of attachments..

i made some new fwenz..
someone who use to be a passer by....
but now is my fwen..
ahaha....
i'm standing high now..
like 6months before..

so people..
that is it..
life is short..
do as much as u can..
and i've learn..
I NEVER TRUST ANYONE ANYMORE!!
NEVER ASK ME TO!!
coz i won't..


AnaK KeciL