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About Me



I'm AnaK KeciL
I'm 19

black_red65@hotmail.com

This is about AnaK KeciL's Life..

AnaK KeciL's Life full of unanswered Questions..

AnaK KeciL still waitinG for the Questions to be Answered..

Poems N Puisi will be posted to let all AnaK KeciL's Feeling(s) out..

I LOVE YOU, SAYANG..


My Links:-

-My Friendster-

-HKSS-
Aishah. Isfarina. Kenny.
Mei Ying. Muhaimin. Mustainah.
Sabahrina. Suhaimi. Shaheda.
Taufiq. Wendy. Yasrina.
Yongquan. Zulhilmi. Zyma.

-NCDCC-
Fudin. Huda. Natasha.
Shakila. Sharina. Shuhailah.
Umairah. Ummairah.

-NYP-
Amanda. Fatin. Fathul Hakim.
Jasline.


Memories:-

  • September 2007
  • October 2007
  • November 2007
  • December 2007
  • January 2008
  • February 2008
  • March 2008
  • April 2008
  • May 2008
  • June 2008
  • July 2008
  • August 2008
  • September 2008
  • October 2008
  • November 2008
  • December 2008
  • January 2009
  • February 2009
  • March 2009
  • April 2009
  • May 2009
  • June 2009
  • July 2009
  • September 2009


    • Credits:-

    AnaK KeciL.

    Sunday, January 20, 2008

    SORRY FOR THE MALAY POST!!

    Aku tidak ingin lupakan setiap detik yang aku lalui semalam(19 jan 2008).. ianya terlalu indah.. aku inginkan ia berulang lagi.. tapi itu suatu benda yang mustahil.. aku tersenyum sepanjang hari.. aku juga terus tersenyum bila aku terlena.. biar kenangan ini aku simpan.. biar ianya terduduk di hati.. biar ianya menjadi rasiah ku.. bukan hanya mereka yang membuat aku senang.. tetapi si dia juga.. si dia adalah tempat aku meluahkan suka duka ku.... secara ikhlas aku mengatakan aku merinduinya, malah aku terlalu merindui.. hari yang aku tidak ingin lupakan.. hari yang terindah yang dapat aku bayangkan.. aku dapat merasai kasih sayang mereka dan juga si dia.. alangkah indahnya jika aku dapat merasakan nya di setiap detik kehidupanku...... masa akan terus berlalu.. insan tukar padangan.. hati berubah sayang.. tetapi aku cuma punyai satu inginan(biar ia menjadi suatu rasiah)....


    Hingga kini aku sendiri tidak pasti apa yang aku ingin lakukan dalam hidupku.. aku tidak berani untuk membuat keputusan.. sama sekali aku tidak berani.. apa yang telah terjadi menjadi perdoman untuk ku.. aku teruskan hidup ini tanpa tahu apa sebenarnya yang aku inginkan dalam hidup ini.. aku tahu apa yang aku capai.. tetapi apa yang aku inginkan sebenarnya??.... aku tiada jawapan untuk soalan ku ini.... ada yang cuba menarik aku kembali ke masa silam ku.. dan kadang kala aku sendiri dibuai perasaan dan heret diriku sendiri ke masa lalu.. AAAHHH!! mengapa tiada yang percaya aku benar-benar sudah berubah??.... mengapa hanya si dia??.... memang benar aku berubah kerana si dia.. tetapi tiadakah seorang pun yang perasan aku suda berubah??.... AAAHHH!! tiada yang ingin mengerti aku.. hanya aku yang selalu cuba mengerti.... terlalu banyak tanda tanya dalam hidupku.. aku sendiri tidak tahu arah tuju ku.. biarlah aku terus bergini..........


    AnaK KeciL


    That is AnaK KeciL's Life 10:42:00 PM

    Saturday, January 12, 2008

    For you....
    i really hope(not a wish!!) u will stop all wat eva u're doing now..
    i just want u to be who u are before u eva know me....
    can??..
    for once..
    pls....
    forget me..
    forget that nite....
    forget everything that make u think of me..
    i just want u to be normal....
    n seriously i don want to love u....
    n i will never..
    FORGET everything please....
    u're still a lil gal....
    don drag urself to this kind of HELL please....
    i will agree with that one finally meet..
    and that will be outside ur house nothing far....
    i hope that meeting will be our final meeting..
    i won't want to meet u again..
    i never want to hurt anyone..
    but u force me too..
    n don't because of u,
    SOMEONE SPECIAL in my life gets hurt....
    please goooo....

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    hi sayang.. l
    i'm sori ya.. l
    seriously i cuma sayang syg sorg jek.. l
    takde kedua.... l
    i sayang syg sngt2.... l
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    That is AnaK KeciL's Life 4:16:00 PM

    Thursday, January 10, 2008

    orite!!!!
    wanna know what the hell i'm doing now??!!
    sitting and standing at SHS club booth!!!!
    seriously doing nothing....
    u see......
    i still have time to blog..
    how free i can be standing and do nothing..
    hahahaaaaaa..
    never eat my medication in d morning,
    blow 7 ballons,
    and now,
    can't catch my breath....
    HUUUUUZZZZZZZZZZ....
    ++++ i'm having gastric toooo..
    so can imagine how i'm surviving??..
    i screw my own life now!!
    ouh....

    btw..
    i just wish that things should not go the way it will..
    got a hug for "nothing"..
    gave a hug, kiss n just holding hand doesn't mean i love u..
    it is just a way to make u feel happy..
    if my heart could shout out how miserable i feel
    to let u have that feeling towards me, it will..
    not that i don't ever care about ur feelings..
    it's just that i don't wanna u to be drag
    to a path where its hard to find an exit once u enter it..
    i care about u....
    but i don't think that i should love u..
    it's a mix feeling....not love that u have..
    please..help me..by helping urself to get out of
    that walk way that lead to that path..
    i just don't know how to talk to u..
    i just hope this gonna help..plzzz..

    i've got nothing to do now..
    can only do push upSS!!
    hahahahhaaaaaaaa..
    okokok..
    thats all for now orite??!!
    hahahaaaa

    really hope u understand what i mean..
    i never will love u..
    pls..stop that feeling of confusion..
    it's not love..


    AnaK KeciL


    That is AnaK KeciL's Life 3:32:00 PM

    Sunday, January 6, 2008

    hmm..
    1 week not updating anything..
    what hpn??..
    bz wf sch work n projects n organisations tt i join..
    aaahhhhh..
    stuck myslf to nowhere now..
    hmm..

    TO YOU: biarkan semalam jadi mimpi..mimpi yang indah antara kau dan aku..aku tidak ingin ianya berulang lagi..biarlah ia menjadi mimpi yang manis buat mu..biar pun apa yang aku laku kan semalam tidak wajar, tetapi itu yang inginkan..akuhanya ingin menjadi teman mu..tidak lebih dari itu..hilangkan lah perasanmu terhapdapku sebagai mana telah kau katakan semalam..aku akan pegang pada kata-kata mu..kerana aku tidak ingin kau diheret ke liga yang susah untuk dirimu mencari jalan keluar..dan aku juga tidak ingin ke masa lalu ku..terima kasih kerana menyayangi diriku..dan terima kasih kerana kau ingin mengerti..

    yup..
    something happen last nite..
    just wanna it to be not the way it shld be..
    cause its not going to be good..
    hah..
    i'm making decision now!!
    heh..
    but i really hope its gonna be a good one..
    watever it is,
    decision have been made..

    wat gonna hpn 2mr??!!..
    hah..
    mandarin test,
    mandarin presentation..
    n i have to act as a old man in d scene!!
    ok..
    act as guy again!!!!
    hah..
    u think i like it??..
    no way....

    n 2mr,
    if i've tmy for my own,
    i'm gonna shop..
    shop wat??..
    shirts n more PoLo-T..
    haha..
    wanna get green n black..
    cool??..
    hahaha..

    okla..
    wanna end my post here..
    gonna continue wf malay poem..
    peace to all..

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    tanpa aku sedari,
    aku disayangi....
    tidak terfikir untunk kembali ke masa silam..
    maafkan diriku..

    aku hanya mampu hidari kini..
    aku tak mampu menyayangimu
    seperti mana kau menyayangi aku..
    aku hanya menyayangin dirinya..

    kau tahu kisah hidupku..
    kau tahu aku amat menyayangi dirinya..
    jangan kau kesali kerana menyayangi aku..
    aku hanya ingin kau pudarkan rasa itu..

    itu hanya kerana aku tidak ingin
    kau ke liga yang aku pernah lalui..
    ianya terlalu gelap dan tidak jalan keluar yang mudah..
    aku akan sentiasa disisimu sebagai seorang teman..

    ority....


    AnaK KeciL


    That is AnaK KeciL's Life 9:45:00 PM

    Tuesday, January 1, 2008

    hi all..
    never xpect 2007 will go off this fast..
    n never want 2008 to come this early..
    too many hurts i gain in 2007..
    people say "hey 2008 coming, forget it"..
    yes 2008 coming but the hurts will always follow..
    as long as its around my risk i will think of YOU..
    now 2007 really have past..
    n that in my past now..
    come 2008..
    still can't find anything to be the mean of life for me can't find any..
    used to make it as "make some1 happy"..
    but making some1 happy n get hurts is not i always wanna do..
    so ya..
    i really can't find any..
    hah..
    there are some wishes that i wanna have..

    1. to let YOU know how i feel about YOU
    2. if it doesn't work, i wanna YOU fuck off from my life
    3. to know who am i in YOUR heart
    but will it be granted??..
    nah..as long as i keep what's inside me,
    non will be fulfil..

    kind of sad for 2007..
    been down all the time..
    can't see myself smiling that much..
    all just because of the hurts..
    can't find any reason just to smile and have a happy day..
    had a happy moment..
    n it doesnt last long..
    keep thinking..
    do i live just to get hurts??
    people can say "NO"..
    but i do feel so..

    a fwen ask me to let out all my feelings of hurt..
    to whom??..to the one that hurts me..
    but i don't dare to take that challenge..
    i don't wanna loose that person just for that reason
    "i'm hurt by YOU"
    NO!! i won't risk it..
    i don't want people to start to get out of my life even i'm ready for it now..
    it is a big NO
    i don't dare to....

    thats all for nw..
    can't think much..
    my knee is in great pain!!
    hah..
    ciaozZzZ..


    AnaK KeciL


    That is AnaK KeciL's Life 12:32:00 AM



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