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About Me



I'm AnaK KeciL
I'm 19

black_red65@hotmail.com

This is about AnaK KeciL's Life..

AnaK KeciL's Life full of unanswered Questions..

AnaK KeciL still waitinG for the Questions to be Answered..

Poems N Puisi will be posted to let all AnaK KeciL's Feeling(s) out..

I LOVE YOU, SAYANG..


My Links:-

-My Friendster-

-HKSS-
Aishah. Isfarina. Kenny.
Mei Ying. Muhaimin. Mustainah.
Sabahrina. Suhaimi. Shaheda.
Taufiq. Wendy. Yasrina.
Yongquan. Zulhilmi. Zyma.

-NCDCC-
Fudin. Huda. Natasha.
Shakila. Sharina. Shuhailah.
Umairah. Ummairah.

-NYP-
Amanda. Fatin. Fathul Hakim.
Jasline.


Memories:-

  • September 2007
  • October 2007
  • November 2007
  • December 2007
  • January 2008
  • February 2008
  • March 2008
  • April 2008
  • May 2008
  • June 2008
  • July 2008
  • August 2008
  • September 2008
  • October 2008
  • November 2008
  • December 2008
  • January 2009
  • February 2009
  • March 2009
  • April 2009
  • May 2009
  • June 2009
  • July 2009
  • September 2009


  • Credits:-

    AnaK KeciL.

    Wednesday, May 28, 2008

    Setapak demi setapak aku undurkan diri..
    Tanpa kau sedari aku bertindak bergini..
    Tapi kini aku terus ambil langkah untuk pergi..
    Walau hati katakan tidak pendirian tetap penjati diri..

    Aku bertanya pada batin diri,
    Mengapa sukar melapaskan kau pergi..
    Ia hanya mampu berkata kerana kau berada dilubuk hati..
    Hati sudah lama menyayangi dan tak mampu melupai..

    Hanya kata-kata indah dan kenangan mampu menemani..
    Walau hati ini belum sedia untuk pergi,
    Kaki terus melangkah jauh dari sisi..
    Adakah tindakkan ini mengikut emosi??

    Kini memperhatikanmu dari jauh sudah mencukupi..
    Kebahagian yang kau miliki kini,
    Amat aku syukuri..
    Sentiasa ukirkan senyumanmu bidadari..

    Ia telah terbukti..
    Dirimu mampu bahagia tanpa aku di sisi..
    Aku tetap di sini..
    Bila kau ingin aku di sisi..

    kau akan aku tetap sayang bagai dulu..
    sedikit pun tidak akan pudar sayangku padamu..
    sentiasa senyumlah Sayang..

    AnaK KeciL


    That is AnaK KeciL's Life 4:31:00 AM

    Sunday, May 25, 2008

    i guess that is it..
    no more hope..
    no more you..

    i wanna stay happy..
    and be who i am..
    i'm just too tired..
    keep having mix feeling eveytime..
    i've to stop it..

    so i guess you just stay happy orite..
    you're happier without me i guess..
    be with the one you love..

    i guess i'm gonna make my move now..
    i've took my 1st step to stop calling u sayang..
    so i guess i've to move on..

    i hope you understand why i make this move..
    do msg/call me up when u need me..
    i promise i'll be there..
    insyaAllah..

    stay happy babe..
    take care....


    AnaK KeciL


    That is AnaK KeciL's Life 9:01:00 PM

    Wednesday, May 21, 2008

    muahahahaaa....
    now, all is black and white....
    no other colours....
    that is how i define my feelings now..
    i just can't feel free..
    no colours in life for now..
    even baby's back in life,
    but the one that i really love is just there
    and not knowing i'm deeply in love....

    i'm slowly walking off from every single one of
    my friends that in relationship/dating..
    i guess it's just me....
    i just don't want things to happen again..
    nevermind....
    i'm happy if people around me is happy..
    i guess that is my happiness for now..

    nothing much to update..
    guess too stress in school..
    peace....

    we're too far now....let me walk off without saying goodbye....

    AnaK KeciL


    That is AnaK KeciL's Life 11:25:00 PM

    Sunday, May 18, 2008

    aLoo all..

    life been good for now..
    but i guess i screwed my life..
    too many things to handel now..
    i'm in 2nd year now..
    school is more stressful....
    exam will be just the week after attachment..
    and attachment is 4weeks..
    my mind will be blank by then....
    so i guess that i've to start studying now..
    i try my best to study as and when i've free time..
    i've to pass this semester..

    hmMmm..
    personal life....
    it's ok now..
    my baby is back..
    so i guess spend more time with my baby..
    my dear n sayang,
    chat with them when i miss them??..
    guess so....
    my darling,
    is no where to be found..
    busy i guess..
    and something for sure now..
    i'm loving someone deeply....

    can i say something here to a guy that i used to love or maybe still love??..
    "when ever you say ' i love you ' i'll pretend not to hear..cause i know there's someone out there is much better for you..i'm sorry..don't hate me cause of that..and for your info, there is still love for u in my heart..but not for now...."


    AnaK KeciL


    That is AnaK KeciL's Life 9:34:00 AM

    Thursday, May 15, 2008

    weekend is coming....
    i'm scared....
    i don't want to hear anymore death....
    please ALLAH....
    i'm tired....
    i just need my rest....

    2mr is friday....
    another feast at grandpa's place..
    on saturday,
    tuition for mum's fwen's son....

    i just don't when can i have my complete rest..

    we are just too far now..u don't need me..coz u're happy enough now..

    AnaK KeciL


    That is AnaK KeciL's Life 2:54:00 PM

    Monday, May 12, 2008

    it's 9.22am now..
    it's monday..
    it's not a good start for me to start a day by misplacing my hp and go to school without it..
    not holding to my hp since i reached home yesterday, its about 5pm..

    saturday..
    woke up at 5.15am....
    woke up by mum with a bad news..
    my so called "uncle" has passed away....
    there's too many death i heard for now..
    they are people that link to me in anyways....
    i just pray hard my ALLAH bless their soul n put them in the nicest place in heaven..

    saturday at 11.00pm..
    went to west coast park..
    as planned with siblings,
    we're going to celebrate mums' day there..
    dad brought mum to the sea side me n siblings ride our car n went to buy food..
    then back to WCP and i went to get muffin for mum at Mac-Cafe..
    straight to sea side after that....
    we ate our food n when the clock strikes 12am,
    dad wish mum happy mums' day and we gave her the gifts that we bought for her..
    sitting infront of her and holding on to d muffin,
    waiting for her to turn infront..
    when she did,
    i saw tears in her eyes......
    i just love my mum......
    and only her the queen of my heart..

    sunday..
    woke up at 6am..
    when to geylang market..
    buy stuffs for kenduri today..
    trip after trip from market to carpark..
    too many stuffs....
    after that,
    back home....
    change my pants and i'm out again....
    send dad n bro to enrolment....
    they are just so cute......
    then head home....
    getting ready to go to uncle's house....
    for some gathering....
    so we went there....
    IMM is th next place we go..
    get grandma a wrist watch....
    she's wearing a watch that cannot be use,
    that is spoilt!!
    then continue shopping for today's feast..
    head to grandpa's place to give grandma's gift....
    and i saw tears in her eyes....
    and only to her i can lodge love as grandma-grandchild....
    even she's only step-grandma, but still love her....
    HOME!!
    that's where we go after that....
    i slept for 2hours then mum woke me up..
    force me to do some house work....
    and i've got no time to do school work....
    i'm tired!!!!

    today..
    school's end at 8pm....
    and i've to go to grandpa's place for the feast....
    how am i going to do my school work????!!!!



    and now..we are too far..that's what i want....


    AnaK KeciL


    That is AnaK KeciL's Life 9:16:00 AM

    Sunday, May 4, 2008

    ALLAH....

    too many people that i've known is up there with YOU..
    place them with at the most nicest place in heaven..
    only to YOU i pray my hopes..

    to ALL people out there,
    i'm sorry for every mistake i've done this few days..
    i'm sorry for my unexplain mood..
    i'm sorry for the changes in me..

    life been unfair for me this few months..
    unexplain things happen..
    one happy moment will change in a spilt second..
    i'm confuse..

    putting up happy face..
    that's what people want to see from me..
    mixed feelings......
    i don't know which i should show..

    i want to let go my past..
    but i just can't..
    they make me feel the love..
    they make me love....

    and now,
    i really fall for u..
    i don't dare to let it out..
    cause we are near yet so far..

    i need u to make me smile..
    i need u to make me fresh..
    i need u to be my side, darling..
    now i need u to let me let out my feelings..
    i love you, darling..


    AnaK KeciL


    That is AnaK KeciL's Life 3:17:00 PM



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