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About Me



I'm AnaK KeciL
I'm 19

black_red65@hotmail.com

This is about AnaK KeciL's Life..

AnaK KeciL's Life full of unanswered Questions..

AnaK KeciL still waitinG for the Questions to be Answered..

Poems N Puisi will be posted to let all AnaK KeciL's Feeling(s) out..

I LOVE YOU, SAYANG..


My Links:-

-My Friendster-

-HKSS-
Aishah. Isfarina. Kenny.
Mei Ying. Muhaimin. Mustainah.
Sabahrina. Suhaimi. Shaheda.
Taufiq. Wendy. Yasrina.
Yongquan. Zulhilmi. Zyma.

-NCDCC-
Fudin. Huda. Natasha.
Shakila. Sharina. Shuhailah.
Umairah. Ummairah.

-NYP-
Amanda. Fatin. Fathul Hakim.
Jasline.


Memories:-

  • September 2007
  • October 2007
  • November 2007
  • December 2007
  • January 2008
  • February 2008
  • March 2008
  • April 2008
  • May 2008
  • June 2008
  • July 2008
  • August 2008
  • September 2008
  • October 2008
  • November 2008
  • December 2008
  • January 2009
  • February 2009
  • March 2009
  • April 2009
  • May 2009
  • June 2009
  • July 2009
  • September 2009


  • Credits:-

    AnaK KeciL.

    Tuesday, September 30, 2008

    kedengaran suara takbir..
    hati sayu mengenangkan mereka..
    insan yang aku ingin di sisi ketika sepi..

    mereka pergi..
    jauh sekali....
    mereka tidak akan kembali..
    hanya tangisan dapat menemani kini..

    ramadhan kali ini tidak dapat aku lakukan dengan sempurna..
    terlalu banyak yang aku lalui..
    terlalu banyak aku pelajari..
    aku yakin apa yang berlaku ada hikmah disebaliknya..


    AKU RINDU NENEK!!
    NENEK!! SAYA RINDU!!
    hanya kenangan dan tangisan dapat menemani kini..


    dear..you're my new life..
    you're my happiness now..
    stay with me until the end dear..
    finally today i got a kiss from YOU!!

    NEW ME!! NEW LIFE!!


    AnaK KeciL


    That is AnaK KeciL's Life 9:41:00 PM

    Saturday, September 27, 2008

    finally....
    i'm home..
    yup FINALLY..

    well..
    to my dear,
    i'm sorry about yesterday ya dear..
    1st- batt flat can't sms
    2nd- late can't meet
    3rd- didn't call u and talk
    sorry dear..
    jangan la mrajok lama-lama..
    tak terlarat saya nak pujok....

    to my 2 dear cadets..
    thanks for the day, yesterday..
    thanks for everything..
    well,
    i do smile n laugh right??..
    wakak!!
    go find who's my dear name la ye..
    when you've found the name,
    tell me orite????....
    i'll not tell u guys horr..
    pi jao2 pi cari nama dia ya....

    have to teach later..
    after teach,
    going out again....
    yea2..
    going out..
    going out with...............
    my family!!
    yesh2..
    my family.......................

    okok..
    tt's all for my post today..
    taking care..
    ciaozzzz..

    *i'm a happy person even w/o u*

    AnaK KeciL


    That is AnaK KeciL's Life 12:05:00 PM

    Sunday, September 21, 2008

    life..
    life....
    life......
    life........
    sianzz......
    tot it will be better after days goes by..
    but hack!!
    it just the same and i guess getting worse..
    just can't throw away what i've been picking up lately..
    OOooo SHUT UP!!
    i know i've said i'll stop....
    it takes time ok..

    since i've walk off,
    ONE have never find me..
    nope..
    not even one msg..
    not even MSN..
    it's me who start all over again..
    or should i just stop n run??..
    this shows that whatever i've said is true..
    OOO MAN!!
    if only there's another YOU........

    i've found someone new..
    sweet and nice..
    we just get to know each other for two weeks..
    what is two weeks compare with 6 years??!!
    hack..
    Someone new..
    too dearly to me..
    SMS each other everyday..
    but Someone new don't know who actually i am..
    should things just go slow??..
    or should i tell who actually i am now n risk of losing Someone new??..
    i've tried to talk about it..
    but convo just stop as if Someone new doesn't wanna care..
    or there's something behind it??..
    i've give clues..
    but it just doesn't works..
    i'll try to make things better for us in 2 weeks time..
    give me a chance to get to know u closer..

    IF ONLY THERE IS ANOTHER YOU SAYANG!!



    AnaK KeciL


    That is AnaK KeciL's Life 12:44:00 AM

    Thursday, September 18, 2008

    i
    think,
    i'm
    in
    love
    with
    someone
    that
    i
    just
    get
    to
    know!!

    this person have yet to know the real me..
    well, 1st step taken....
    SWEETIE, I THINK I'VE FALL FOR YOU..



    Fatin sudah mempunyai insan yang amat disayangi kini..
    aku sudah tidak dipedulikan lagi..
    mungkin benar firasat hati..
    Jam tangan hijau yang sudah tidak berfungsi,
    bermakna semua sudah berakhir..
    kini aku mula menyayangi insan yang lain..
    walau baru berkenalan,
    hati sudah berpaut..
    kata dan gerak gerinya,
    aduhhhh....
    manja ya amat....
    dia tidak mengetahui ini semua..
    akankah aku diberi peluang untuk menyayanginya seperti aku menyayangi Fatin??..
    atau kekecewaan yang akan menanti diriku??..



    AnaK KeciL


    That is AnaK KeciL's Life 2:19:00 AM

    Monday, September 15, 2008

    AAAAAHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
    i wanna shout my lungs out!!!!
    can i??!!??!!??!!
    why can't even a single one of u understand what i'm going through now??!!
    u guys think i want to lead my life this way??!!
    can u people use ur own big brain and think now i feel when u guys said that i do all this on purpose??!!
    looks like none,
    none of u people,
    people that is important to my life,
    understand who actually i am!!
    PERGI MAMPOS AH!!!!
    INGAT AKU SUKA-SUKA PE??!!
    PIKI AKU MAIN-MAIN PE??!!
    MEMANG AKU DA JANJI DENGAN RAMAI ORANG!!
    SO??
    BIG DEAL??!!
    INGAT SIKIT AH!!
    AKU PON ADA PERASAAN AH!!
    AKU TAU APA AKU BUAT!!
    when i say i'll change to me back,
    the common words that i got is
    "suit urslf..it's ur life.."
    what the hell..
    if u know it's my life,
    then why the hack u care to talk about this to me at the first place??!!
    when i ask u to F.U.C.K O.F.F,
    say i'm too hush,
    say i'm bad,
    say i think of myself..
    please ah....
    i've my problemS to think of..
    any smoking,out at night,go to pub,being the old me,
    being CHILL not CIL,
    makes me feel good..
    YES!!
    MAKE ME FEEL GOOD!!
    and i never say i'm proud of it..
    i makes me think with my bloody brain rather than using my emotion to think..
    HATE ME??!!
    by all means ah....
    i just need time....
    that is all i'm asking for..
    give me time till end of raya..
    i'll change..
    change to the me that u guys love..
    please..
    i'm begging all..
    let me fly free for now..


    Fatin sudah mempunyai insan yang amat disayangi kini..
    aku sudah tidak dipedulikan lagi..
    mungkin benar firasat hati..
    Jam tangan hijau yang sudah tidak berfungsi,
    bermakna semua sudah berakhir..
    kini aku mula menyayangi insan yang lain..
    walau baru berkenalan,
    hati sudah berpaut..
    kata dan gerak gerinya,
    aduhhhh....
    manja ya amat....
    dia tidak mengetahui ini semua..
    akankah aku diberi peluang untuk menyayanginya seperti aku menyayangi Fatin??..
    atau kekecewaan yang akan menanti diriku??..



    AnaK KeciL


    That is AnaK KeciL's Life 6:36:00 PM

    Monday, September 8, 2008

    finally,
    my own post..
    i don't know why..
    why i'm picking up my old bad habits..
    - smoke
    - back home late
    - pub
    - soon to be drinking and *****..

    i don't have the answer..
    iLa, Sayang, ESD,
    read my parts for you..
    ikhlas dari hati..


    untuk iLa:
    abie mintak maaf orang hilangkan diri..
    dia tau abie tak suke buat ni sume..
    tapi abie terpaksa..
    kita hanya kawan..
    tapi kita terlanjur jauh..
    abie tak pena cakap abie sayang dia..
    walaupun dalam gurauan..
    tapi abie selalu bilang sume abie sayang dia..
    abie tak nak dia duduk tunggu abie..
    jadi macam dulu..
    cari kawan..
    abie janji abie tetap ngan dia..
    tapi abie akan lepaskan dia bila dia dapat lelaki yang betol2 baik..
    dia tau abie da lama tinggalkan masa silam abie..
    tapi bila dia muncul,
    abie terasa nak macam dulu..
    abie harap dia paham maksod abie..
    jaga diri..


    untuk Sayang:
    awak da de yang baru..
    biarlah saya undur diri..
    saya harap awak bahagia..
    macam awak cakap..
    awak tak selamanya dgn saya..
    even i've keeping saying i'm afraid of losing you..
    there's no point..
    you will walk off one day..
    apa apa pon terjadi,
    Saya Sayang Awak



    untuk E S D:
    awak,
    mula awak muncul dalam hidop saya,
    saya cuma nak usik-usik awak jek..
    tapi hari demi hari,
    hati terasa sayang..
    bila kita keluar,
    senyuman awak cukop manis..
    you're my sweet lady..
    untuk sekarang,
    awak adalah alasan untuk saya terus senyum..
    tapi,
    sampai bila ia akan bertaha.n??..
    apakah akan terjadi kalau awak tau kisah dulu saya??..
    atau pun jalan sebenar kisah hidup saya??..
    saya tak setanding awak..
    awak jauh lebih hebat dari saya..
    hanya satu saya harap..
    biarlah senyum ini terus terukir oleh awak..


    AnaK KeciL


    That is AnaK KeciL's Life 4:46:00 PM



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