AnaK KeciL's Life

Monday, April 28, 2008

LETS STOP IT HERE....
NO MORE ME IN UR LIFE NOR U IN MINE..
I'VE LOVING U FOR 5++ YEARS AND
I GOT SHIT OUT OF IT!!

This Song Is For You--> Chris Brown - Say Goodbye
**read the red part will do

(VERSE 1)
Baby come here and sit down,
let's talk I got a lot to say so
I guess I'll start by
Saying that I love you,
But you know,
this thing ain't been
No walk in the park for us
I swear it'll only take a minute
You'll understand when I finish, yeah
And I don't wanna see you cry
But I don't wanna be the one to tell you a lie so

(HOOK)
How do you let it go when you,
You just don't know what's on,
The other side of the door
When you're walking out, talk about it
Everything I tried to remember to say
Just went out my head
So I'm do the best I can to get you to understand
Cause' i know

(CHORUS)
There's never a right time to say goodbye
But I gotta make the first move
Cause if I don't you gonna start hating me
Cause I really don't feel the way I once felt about you
Girl it's not you, it's me
I gotta gotta figure out what I need
(whoa)
There's never a right time to say goodbye
But we know that we gotta go
Our separate ways
And I know it's hard but I gotta do it,
And it's killing me
Cause there's never a right time
Right time to say goodbye

(VERSE 2)
Girl I know your heart is breaking
And a thousand times got
Myself asking , why, why
Why am I taking so long to say this
But trust me, girl I never
Meant to crush your world
And I never
Thought I would see the day we grew apart
And I wanna know

(HOOK)

(CHORUS)

(BRIDGE)
Listen to your heart
Girl you know,
We should be apart, baby I
I just can't do it I,
I just can't do it
Listen to your heart
Girl you know,
We should be apart, baby I
I just can't do it
And sometimes it makes me wanna cry
Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh
Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh (Do you hear me crying?)
Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh (oh, oh)
Ooh, ooh (There's never a right...)
Ooh, ooh

(CHORUS)

(CHORUS)

AnaK KeciL

That is AnaK KeciL's Life 1:13:00 AM

Saturday, April 26, 2008

SOMETIMES I REALLY HOPE YOU UNDERSTAND MY FEELINGS!!
I REALLY DO LOVE YOU!!
AND NOW,
YOU ARE NO MORE NEAR ME..
SHOULD I JUST WALK OFF??!!
BECAUSE I KNOW I SHOULD ONE DAY!!
I CAN'T THINK NOW..
I LOVE YOU..
BUT YOU NEVER UNDERSTAND....

AnaK KeciL

That is AnaK KeciL's Life 3:03:00 PM

Friday, April 25, 2008

Story for today....

1st part of the day
in school..class starts at 9am..reach 8.45am..
early for the 1st time for the 2weeks....
took my BGC test..i pass..thank GOD for this..
i never study nor read thru,i manage to pass..

2nd part of the day
rush to Boon Lay interchange..
Tot that i'm going to be late..
but hack....
fwen come 25mins late..
while waiting, saw sec sch fwen....
wanna know what she said??....
"hey..from HKSS rite??u become more chubby ah...."
ok..fine..i'm gain weight like 5kg from sec4 till now ok old fwen..
den fwen came..
change to NCDCC uniform at interchange ladies..
and WTH!!
i never enter the ladies,no1 come to inspect the ladies..
n when i'm changing ppl strt knocking n ask me to get out of the ladies..
NVM!!
there's toilet in HTA for me to tie my hair!!
hahahaha

3rd part of the day
on the bus to HTA(172)..
hack..
got nothing to do..
me n fwen watch TOM & JERRY in my hp..
hahahaha
the boys behind us join in watching n laughing....
when we reach HTA,
where did we go??
LADIES!!!!
that's where we hide from the officers..
bad me!!!!
wait for another fwen of us....
wait in the toilet....
take pic here and there....
LAME!!
when he's outside the ladies,
he called us n we when out like we're robberies..

4th part of the day
from 1330hr till 1645hr
we rehers like everybody had their breakfast n lunch..
but hack..only a few had their lunch
n ppl like me never eat breakfast n lunch,
u know what to expect la horr..
hahahaa
i called my ma'am..
asking her if she's coming..
thank GOD she's coming..
atleast i got someone who can change for me my rank..
till it's 1700hr..
that is the time all of the 11 CLT waiting for..
we got our S/CLT rank la sey!!!!!!
SO HAPPY!!
but.....
*mama,abah..i wish u guys were there..putting for me my rank rather then my OC.... :'(

that is all hpn today..

i miss u Sayang..
really miss u..
wish u read this red part..
coz it's just for u..
i love u Sayang....

AnaK KeciL

That is AnaK KeciL's Life 9:32:00 PM

Wednesday, April 23, 2008

after a week of silence..
without any distrubance..
my mind nearly cleared from all the things
that never stop making me crazy and mad..
i've decide for a week more of silence..
respect me if you guys are really my pal..
understand me if you really love me..

after this 2 weeks,
i'm sure about one thing..
changes can be seen this time..
not the way i am,
but the way i behave..
no matter what happen,
i'm still chiLL,
i'm still AnaK KeciL,
i'm still ciL n
i'm still Faizah....

let me have my on space..
let me have my own way..
let me have my own life..
let me have my smile..

i'm sorry for the unanswered call..
i'm sorry for the unreplied sms..
i've my reasons for it..
i just need my own time..

to bro: tanx for topping up my phone so that u can easily get thru me..
to iLa: i'm sori..not now ok sweetie..understand me if u really love me..
to Bob: i've got my own stand..
to all: just a week more....

AnaK KeciL

That is AnaK KeciL's Life 10:53:00 PM

Wednesday, April 16, 2008

AAAAHHHH!!!!
**for all, take note that i'm not gonna use hp for 2weeks..have to clear some shits and clear my mind..give me a call instead..if u msg me,sorry,ur msg will be ignore..

Orang betul-betul sayangkan dia....
Nape dia mesti dia buat orang cam ni....
Nape dia cume cari orang bila dia perlukan orang??..
Nape bila orang perlukan dia pat sisi orang dia tak perna ada??..
Bila orang tanye kalo dia betul-betul sayangkan orang,
dia cakap dia sayang..
Tapi nape dia selalu sakitkan hati orang??....
Memang betul orang takde hak atas dia..
Tapi orang harap sangat dia paham isi hati orang..
Salah orang ke kerana terus mengharap??
Salah orang ke kerana terus menyayangi??
Orang tak minta dia sayang orang macam mana orang sayang dia..
Tapi orang cuma nak dia paham isi hati orang..
Jangan buat orang macam sampah..
Ambil bila perlu,bila da ada yang baru,buang orang pat tepi..
Memang antara dia ngan orang memang mustahil..
Tapi orang tetap terus mengharap..
Pasal dia seorang saja orang sayang..
Walau macam mana sakit hati orang dia buat,
orang diam..
Orang simpan..
Pasal orang sayangkan dia..
Tapi dia tak perna nak kisa....
Dia anggap orang kayu..
Dia piki orang ungkapkan kata sayang suka-suka..

Dia sendiri tau kalau orang ada teman baru,
orang bilang dia..
orang tak pena sembunyikan..
orang terus terang ngan dia..
bila orang cakap orang da mula sayangkan yg lain,
dia pura-pura takde pape..
tapi dari muka dia orang tau yg dia tak suka..
bila orang nak kua ngn teman baru,
dia tanye "iLa??"
orang lupakan perasaan orang pat teman baru tu..
orang tumpukan pat dia jek..
tapi apa dia buat??..
dia cari teman baru,
lupakan orang....
orang tak berani bersuara..
orang diam..
pasal orang sayang dia..
tapi dia tak tau ni sume..

orang tak rasa dia tau orang bobal pasal dia..
orang tak rasa dia baca blog orang..
bia ah....
bia orang ngan perasaan orang jek..
kalo dia tau pon bukan dia amik dulik....
da la....
orang cuma nak cakap yang
orang betul-betul sayangkan dia..

AnaK KeciL

That is AnaK KeciL's Life 2:05:00 PM

Sunday, April 13, 2008

let me tell u this..
i really don't know what u really want from me..
i give u my love..
i give u my life..
i give u my time..
i give u everything u want....
but do u know how u return those??!!
u FUCK UP my life!!
u BULL SHIT-ING my love!!
u WASTE my time!!
u USED me up!!
that's what u've done to me..
my love,
my life,
my money,
is all wasted....

there's anger in me now!!
there's sadness in me now!!
but do u ever CARE??!!
when u need me,
in a split second i'm with u..
but when the time i want u to be with me,
out with me,
too many excuses..
but for others,
even when u are busy,
u are free..
and i'll be always the one start our conversation
and u will be the one ending it!!
FUCK AH!!

DO REALLY MEAN IT WHEN YOU SAY
"SAYANG SAYANG SAYANG JUGAK"??!!
seriously....
it's all bull shit!!!!

AnaK KeciL

That is AnaK KeciL's Life 1:54:00 AM

Wednesday, April 9, 2008

AAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!
FUCK AH!!
IT'S JUST THE WRONG TIMING TO GO
OUT OF SCHOOL THAT MOMENT!!
SHE SAW IT!!
SHE'S ANGRY NOW!!
WHAT THE HELL I'M DOING??!!
HURTING PEOPLE I LOVE??!!
AAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!

Sayang..
i'm sorry k..
i don't want things to be this way..
and i don't even know u are tt near to school..
tot u still in train....
and i jus can't control my anger..
i'm sori to let u see me holding on to tt thingy..
i know i disappoint u..
but try to understand this..
and u know this..
when i'm pissed off i will do anything n everything..
maafkan me k Sayang??..
org sayang dia..

AnaK KeciL

That is AnaK KeciL's Life 11:21:00 PM

Wednesday, April 2, 2008

it is hunting me back....
it just won't want to get off..
the more i want it off,
the more it's coming back..
which wrong step i took now??
i close my eyes thinking about all those time..
but that is the past..

it is been like 3 years not seeing u..
not even a day u're in my mind for that 3 years..
but now......
this moment......
it's like almost everyday i saw u..
that smile from ur face..
that laughter that i always hear..
aaaahhhh!!!!

maybe it is just me..
thinking too much of the past..
but why??!!
why must u be there when there is no more u in me??
why must the past came back to my mind when i saw u??
why am i this weak??
why why why!!!!!!

i want the past to get off my mind..
i'm serious about this..
they don't understand..
they tot i'm still me in the past..
why must they think that way???!!

OH PAST, FOR NOW, CAN U JUST FUCK OFF!!
JUST BE WHERE U SHOULD DON'T COME
TO THE PRESENT NOR FUTURE PLEASE!!

AnaK KeciL

That is AnaK KeciL's Life 11:53:00 PM

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