i'm tired of this..
totally i am..
i'm scared..
i'm scared that you going to walf off..
i'm scared that you going to take steps back..
but what you said made my mind full of questions..

some people in the lecture theater do talk about us..
you knew nuts until i told you about it..
because this involve you and i don't
want you to think otherwise if you get to know from others..
and thanks to Sayang because Sayang ask me to voice out..
i never expect you gonna say "Just say we got status if they ask you"
and when i say i won't because we have no status,
you say "Ask him to ask me if he want to know"
i'm surprise....
i'm totally surprise....
you ask me to ignore..
and you ask me to say this "Why, you jealous i sit beside her ah?"
if he ask me why i sit beside you....
your totally different from what i think of you all this while..

now that my life been a good and happy one,
i want to live this time to the fullest..
i don't want u to go..
and i don't want to do things that can make our friendship fade..
i'll not back home late..
i'll make sure i tell u where ever i go..

my happiness starts on the 10th October 2008..
i'll never forget that day and that date..
it's just too happy for me..

yesterday,
i went to NYP SO '08..
they play well..
it's very nice....
and i'm proud to see my frind enjoying herself up on the stage..
saw others bring flower for the others..
i got nothing for my friend..
what's in my pocket i only 2packet of tissue paper..
so i decide to make 12 roses of of them..
n i'm glad that she love it....
thank God..
seeing her smile at that moment is the nicest thing....
and another history of my life..

that's all people..
i'm leading a happy life now..
but behind this happiness,
i'm sure that hurts is waiting......
take care all..


AnaK KeciL