kini kau adalah kehidupan ku..
siapa kau kini tidak perna ku impikan..
tiap kali ku fikirkan tentang kita,
sesungguhnya aku rasa bagai dalam mimpi..
watakmu yang lembut,
senyumanmu yang manis,
tawamu yang lawak,
membuat aku lebih tertawan..
berkali ku ulangkan..
aku takut kau akan pergi bila rasiah di buka..
dengan sabar dan tenang,
berkali kau katakan
"Jangan sama kan i dengan orang lain."
hingga suatu masa,
kau lepaskan tangisan..
pada malam itu,
sesungguhnya aku sangka itu perbualan yang terakhir..
kau genggam tanganku erat..
hati yang membara terus menjadi sejuk..
kau bagai air yang mengorbankan diri untuk
memadamkan api yang nyala....
walaupun kata ku setajam pisau,
hanya tangisan yang kau beri..
ketabahanmu membuat ku terus terpikir..
dan kini aku berjanji untuk tidak keluarkan kata-kata itu..
terlalu banyak yang terjadi..
biar ia menjadi rasiah kita..
di sini aku katakan aku sayang..
senyumanmu yang aku ingin miliki..
AnaK KeciL
i'm changing blogskin soon..
real soon..
with more colours i guess..
life been good now..
love it..
now things between us is back as normal,
i don't want u to drop anymore tears for me..
i don't deserve them..
the way u hold me when i'm angry,
cools me down in a sudden and make me think of my action..
i don't know why i say love to you..
it's so hard for me to say that to others..
and for my life,
only to my Sayang i've said that..
and now,
it's u i let out my love..
no matter what i've done to you,
you take it and still treat me good..
i know i've hurt u in many ways..
and the most hurt your feeling every night we talk on phone..
u stay by me when i'm down..
u don't care what others think of us..
u just want me be me,
and u be u,
and us be us...
Thanks for being what u are now in my life..
Orang Sayang Dia..
it's been a year we've known each other,
and it's been 1month our love starts..
AnaK KeciL
i'm tired of this..
totally i am..
i'm scared..
i'm scared that you going to walf off..
i'm scared that you going to take steps back..
but what you said made my mind full of questions..
some people in the lecture theater do talk about us..
you knew nuts until i told you about it..
because this involve you and i don't
want you to think otherwise if you get to know from others..
and thanks to Sayang because Sayang ask me to voice out..
i never expect you gonna say "Just say we got status if they ask you"
and when i say i won't because we have no status,
you say "Ask him to ask me if he want to know"
i'm surprise....
i'm totally surprise....
you ask me to ignore..
and you ask me to say this "Why, you jealous i sit beside her ah?"
if he ask me why i sit beside you....
your totally different from what i think of you all this while..
now that my life been a good and happy one,
i want to live this time to the fullest..
i don't want u to go..
and i don't want to do things that can make our friendship fade..
i'll not back home late..
i'll make sure i tell u where ever i go..
my happiness starts on the 10th October 2008..
i'll never forget that day and that date..
it's just too happy for me..
yesterday,
i went to NYP SO '08..
they play well..
it's very nice....
and i'm proud to see my frind enjoying herself up on the stage..
saw others bring flower for the others..
i got nothing for my friend..
what's in my pocket i only 2packet of tissue paper..
so i decide to make 12 roses of of them..
n i'm glad that she love it....
thank God..
seeing her smile at that moment is the nicest thing....
and another history of my life..
that's all people..
i'm leading a happy life now..
but behind this happiness,
i'm sure that hurts is waiting......
take care all..
AnaK KeciL