MY LIFE been MESS-UP by ME..
yes..
ME, MYSELF!!
HATE IT!!

for a moment,
i know what i'm doing and the reason behind it..
and next moment,
i'm asking myself what the HELL i'm doing..
i'm not doing any good to myself or to others..
i hate it..
really do hate it!!

i miss my childhood life..
where they(late grandma, grandpa, dad, mum, sis, bro)
pamper me..
no one scolds me except for mum..
from the stories i heard,
i never ask for things that i want..
i only sit one side playing with my soft toy..
but now,
things change....
all totally change..
but i guess not asking for things and playing with soft toy still remain the same..
i've learn to stand on my own feet..
find my own way to get things i want..
i don't have soft toy now..
but i do have my guitar and lappy to play with..

now..
this very second,
i'm hoping..
hoping that my life do change and it leads the way how i want it to be..
i'm having someone that i hope could add colours to my life..
create smiles on my lips..
loving me with endless love..
i like You....
i really do like u..

that's all for this post people..
smile always..
i'm trying to change back to me..
slowly la sey!!
peace....


AnaK KeciL