i guess i've to make myself clear to others..
i've been hearing things that i never want to hear..
and it happen in school,
in my blog,
and in my friendster....
i'm NOT a L....
please la..
doesn't mean i say "SHE or HER",
means i'm a L....
WHAT THE F U C K AH..
for in school,
doesn't mean i sit at the back with a lady,
i'm a L....
she just a new friend that i wanna know closer..
is that a big F U C K ING deal??..
i've my own right where i wanna sit....
and my wearing??!!
HELL ah....
i prefer to wear wat i've been wearing all this while....
please ah..
stop your nonsenses..
you guys know who you are....
i've been hearing all these since
the day i take my step to sit beside my new friend..
and please..
don't involve her in ur story making can??
she know nuts about all these....
ONCE AGAIN....
PLEASE STOP ASSUME THINGS THAT YOU DON'T KNOW..
AnaK KeciL
life been good now..
happiness is what i've been finding all my life..
now that i'm having all the happiness that i've always wanted,
i just feel so free....
these happiness came from two people..
people who knows who is my Sayang,
will know how much love i have for this person..
even things ain't like before,
i know one still care for me just like before..
n i've always been waiting for 14 dec..
will 14 dec 2008 be confrim??....
i don't care..
because i'm too use to last min changes......
having knowing this other person,
is something that i've never expect..
even now my life is control by one,
i can sense the love and care..
i'm not sure if i've fall for one..
even if i did,
i will never dare to say it out..
because being one friend is more than enough..
i'll treasure YOU..
i'll treasure our friendship....
now i'm reading a novel..
DAMAGED by Cathy Glass..
What a pity 8 year old girl..
damaged by her parents....
that's all for my post..
take care people..
bubye..
AnaK KeciL
aLoooo aLL..
alright..
this post,
will be an happy post..
why it's happy,
i'll tell u about it later on..
but actually it should be posted on the 10th October 08 itself..
but who cares..
1st
it's start with my dear EDS..
it's her birthday..
i got for her a malay novel that she wants ah..
"Ayat-ayat Cinta"
she reply my wishes msg and that include as a wake up call..
for what??
to go to school to buy books..
2nd
then head to school..
on the way to school,
msg with my sayang..
because i have a seat on her fav red seat in the train..
ok lame..
3rd
reach school..
meet with my friends after 1month of not seeing each other..
seriously i miss them..
then we out to Causeway Point..
shop shop shop..
hehehehe..
4th
during shop,
i dare myself to msg My Love..
we've been silence for few days..
guess what??!!
My Love reply la sey!!!!
and that particular moment,
no one can stop me from smiling....
5th
reach home..
on lappy..
sign in at MSN..
guess who tag me??!!
my dear miss nur janna..
u know what,
it makes me smile more wider!!
6th
during MSN-ing,
sayang msg me..
and guess what??!!
YES!!
last min plan,
we meet up and had our so call lunch..
and i follow her shop..
where??
IMM and Causeway Point again..
and this 6th event i can never forget..
i whisper to sayang ear "I LOVE YOU"
if only u guys can see sayang's face..
then sent sayang to j.p to meet her friends..
head home..
aaaahhhh......
how i wish it's my everyday life..
adoiiiiii....
i'm loving every moment on that 10th October 2008..
for now,
i'm hoping..
and it's with high hope..
that Sayang able to make it on 14th dec 2008..
that's all for this post people..
thanks lots..
should i change my blogskin??..
i should say yes can??..
well someone already do add colours in my life..
Sayang..
walau kau suda mempunyai,
hati ini masih menyayabngi..
kata-kata ku ikhlas dari hati..
aku menyayangimu....
kekalkan persahabatan ini agar
aku tetap dapat melihatmu..
dapat mendakapmu..
dapat memegangmu dengan erat..
dapat mendengarmu..
dapat menyayangimu..
aku terlalu menyayangimu..
AnaK KeciL
people post about their raya..
and when it comes to their birthday,
they update how good it is..
but for me......
should i cry now??..
cause i feel like it....
what i got for my birthday??..
hurts and silence by YOU!!
the one who i think that can make me smile..
that make me happy..
and always be my happiness......
but hack!!
i don't know where lies my mistake..
you kept silence in sudden....
and it's on 7th October 2008 you did it!!
and it's my birthday!!
and YOU,
the one i call DEAR,
don't even know it's my birthday....
mulut mu manis bak madu..
tapi hakikatnya ia hempedu yang merancuni ku!!
AnaK KeciL
MY LIFE been MESS-UP by ME..
yes..
ME, MYSELF!!
HATE IT!!
for a moment,
i know what i'm doing and the reason behind it..
and next moment,
i'm asking myself what the HELL i'm doing..
i'm not doing any good to myself or to others..
i hate it..
really do hate it!!
i miss my childhood life..
where they(late grandma, grandpa, dad, mum, sis, bro)
pamper me..
no one scolds me except for mum..
from the stories i heard,
i never ask for things that i want..
i only sit one side playing with my soft toy..
but now,
things change....
all totally change..
but i guess not asking for things and playing with soft toy still remain the same..
i've learn to stand on my own feet..
find my own way to get things i want..
i don't have soft toy now..
but i do have my guitar and lappy to play with..
now..
this very second,
i'm hoping..
hoping that my life do change and it leads the way how i want it to be..
i'm having someone that i hope could add colours to my life..
create smiles on my lips..
loving me with endless love..
i like You....
i really do like u..
that's all for this post people..
smile always..
i'm trying to change back to me..
slowly la sey!!
peace....
AnaK KeciL