Know what i should do now??!!
i should study for exam later..
but nah....
i just can't..

haizzz....
mind keep thinking why..
why the distance getting longer..
as promised,
i will not get closer..
but hurting you is not what i want..
n seriously,
i love you....
love you too much Sayang..
how i wish you would read n understand this..
but hack..
i know you won't....
loving u is a mistake....
it's not only because of the hurts..
you know what i meant..
and now being apart from u,
i miss you..
miss you sooo much..
how i wish i could held you in my arms like always..
with you looking into my eyes
and always trying to make me smile..
event times after time i make you freak out,
you will still stand infront of me create joke to see me smile..
Sayang..
we are too busy with our own life i guess..
i've never want you,
cause i've always need you..
i've never like you,
cause i've always love you..
i've never need you to love me back like how i love you,
but I would hate for you to find somebody new
who you really love,
cause it would mean losing you..
my fear in life is to lose you and lead life w/o you..
i sayang u..
n now....
orang rindu dia sangat-sangat....


AnaK KeciL