i hate it when my tears keep rolling down....
i can never face reality..
it's too hurtful..
where's the one promise to be by me all the time??
where's the one who say i can never be alone??
can i just have someone that really understands me??
i've tried to find but can never be found..
only have Sayang to love..
but i guess it's time to let go..
like what sayang say,
one day she gonna go off somewhrere to lead better life..
so i guess my fear of loosing her is coming..
FEAR!!
i just need someone to understand my feelings..
where i can let out all my probs without thinking one going to leave me..
i just can't find this particular person..
and i don't want to be hurt..
n yes loving Sayang is a hurtful thing..
i've to walk off everytime when Sayang have someone special....
and i'm the only one who always contact her..
i know i'm no one special in her life..
but loving her is all i want to..
this sounds crazy..
but i always living in fear of loosing her..
some will read n laugh....
i don't care..
and yes it's Her..
who cares..
what i know i really love this Lady....
but i am sure i've to let go....
or maybe i just have to run away in silence....
she won't know anyway....
even it hurts,
for her happiness,
i shell walk off..
i mean run away....
i'll do my best..
i'll see how far i can go..
i do everything to make myself busy....
i will..
no matter what..
i've to go off....
*praying hard she won't read this*


AnaK KeciL