bored..
i'm totally bored..
run in the morning and after then till
now i've been doing nothing..
keeping thinking of the one..
hoping everything gonna be fine
and one back on feet and smiling again..
even it hurts when stories been told,
making sure one is happy,
it is more then enough..
i'm moving on my journey of life..
can't find the happiness that i really wanted..
only one had ever gave me the nicest memory..
and now the memories keep playing at the back of my mind..
every smiles,
every laughter,
everytime one in my arms,
is just the nicest memory ever..
but when ever i think of it,
tears in my eyes start to flash down..
how i wish the memory can be reality again..
having one in my arm,
seeing one's smlie,
hearing one's laughter..
things can never be the same now..
no point of keep saying i miss,
because there's not going to be another meeting..
no point of keep saying i love,
because there's no more me..
sometimes i feel like just putting one in the past..
but it can never happen..
because there is too much love..
too much love until i'm ready to be hurt..
blank mind now..
i'm going tru this alone now....
finding the true me..
finding the way to lead my life..
kind of fuck up sometimes..
but that is life....
i'll keep finding and looking for my happiness..

Sayang..
andai kau tahu isi hati ini..
aku tak mampu lepaskan kau pergi..
walau kaki terus melangkah pergi..
aku tetap toleh ketepi..
aku sayangkan dirimu..

AnaK KeciL