Hi all..
*hope they read this..

This post is specially for this two people.. it's up to you people to read.. some will understand and some won't.. but i really wish LiL and Sayang read their part.. and i really want to apologize to them for things that i've done and things that have occur..


To LiL:

Firstly i want to apologize to you.. I know things happen between us.. The time when u first hug me, i feel totally irritated and really wish u were not there and we never met before.. I asked u to fuck off from my life cause i never wish u have u in my life.. But when something major happen in my life, when the moment that i'm totally down, u always be by me.. Making sure i start my day and end it with a smile.. Day by day we get closer.. Too close until things happen.. And i really wish u will always stay.. And hope start to build in u.. i'm really sorry to make that hope starts.. i never knew this will occur.. and seriously i never use u.. never once i have that mind set of using u.. u are special in ur own way.. and i know u want to let out what u feel and share ur feelings with others.. but don't make things complicated Sweetie.. and i will never blame u from the punch i that i get from Aman.. i understand the situation.. but Sweetie, its up to u now.. if u think we can continue our friendship, i'm more than happy to be with u.. but if u think u want to go ur own way now, u may.. but as i promise, i will never let u go until u found the right one....



To Sayang:

Sayang.. i can't clear now.. u know things happen in my life now.. and i’m really sorry to make u feel that i’m walking off.. as u know i’m someone who will always lead my life with words that i say.. i'm someone who hold on to my words Sayang.. and i told you before u involve urself in ur relationship, that i will walk off once u have someone.. and the time have come.. i'm walking off Sayang.. u feel it and it hurts u and i hurt me even more.. its never easy Sayang.. never it will.. and now with ur words yesterday, u pulling me back.. asking me not to walk off.. do u know confuse i am that moment??.. the fact that i walk off is that not to have u involve in stupid conflict with ur darling because of me.. i may sound stupid.. but what if ur darling read the msgs that i send to u.. and u know how i msg u.. and if people never read the sender name, people will think differently about that msg.. that's an example Sayang more can happen.. i really can't change my decision now.. i can't think clear.. i will stand where i am now.. i will not walk off nor walking back.. i will give u the answer in a week time.. the day that i'm going to have a date with u.. 11 March 2008.. i'm sorry Sayang.. i Sayang u, more than u can ever imagine..


AnaK KeciL