hi too all..
2mr is my last paper..
last paper yet to study..
will be early to sch 2mr..
with asyiqin's help,
gonna do last min revision..

friday will be class BBQ..
but i don't think i can come..
sis is totally sick and in hosp now..
YA ALLAH..Hanya padaMu aku bermohon....
in the hosp the whole day today..
yes i am tired..
but sis need my time more than i need it for myself..
kak!! I MISS YOU!!

will stop here..
the post below will be For You..
You know who u are..

For You:

this is the only way i can think of to tell you what's in my mind..i really really hope you read this post..

try to understand this for now..not that i'm trying to avoid you after what had happen..been busy with studies and also my elder sis..i will never ever avoid someone that's meaningful in my life even if it hurts..you are someone in my life right now..you make me smile with every of your morning wake up call,Good Morning msgs and also Good Night msgs..yes..it's true that i ever want you to get out off my life..but not now pls..that is the most sickful decision i ever made..and yes i miss u..really really miss you..its been almost a week w/o you by my side after 3weeks by your side almost everyday..and now that i really need you,i can only call you and hear your voice.. i need your help for now..can you just forget that night??..i'm begging you pls..i know it is hard..but pls try and stop talking about it..and not that i used you..i do it because of my love..yes..i start to love you..and yes i did it because of love..but i can't continue that feeling..i have promise myself to stop all these..and i've made the decision on that night..but you still continue it on..i just need someone to make me smile and happy now..and you are always there by me creating smiles on me..not that i want to use you..it's just you're now at the top of my mind..and stop asking me to replace you with my Sayang..that's totally impossible..with the words that i ask Sayang to hold,that's how i lead my life now..don't ever involve my Sayang in our friendship or what ever u call it..i'm begging u pls..for now..don't go....


AnaK KeciL