Wednesday, February 27, 2008

hi all..
*hoping for the best now..

ever once i said to my friends that i don't care
what will happen to my life and i don't care
about every steps i took in my life..

but for now,
for this moment,
i'm always hope for the best..
even for every little steps that i'm going to take..
i never want to make another mistake now..

i am who i am..
changes is what people want to see in me..
taking that steps make people hate me more..
they ask me to be who i am..
but when i be who i am,
-ve feedback starts to come..

i'm fine with that..
but for now,
i really really hope for the best..

• my elder sister..
  hope that she will recover soon..
  so mum don't have to worry much
  and sis don't have to suffer much..
  how i wish i could share her pain with me..
  
• my result..
  hope that my result will be out good..
  even if it's not where i aim it to be,
  i am ready..
  too many things happen during my exam period..
  
• SHS student conference..
  hope everything will go well..
  even there will be last mintue changes,
  i hope we can deal it well..
  
• attachment..
  hope things will go well for attachment..
  even i don't know what going to happen for the 1st week,
  i will try my best no matter what happen..
  

and with just hoping,
i gain nothing..
i will pray hard.."YA ALLAH, hanya padaMU aku bermohon"
and i will do my best..


maybe some can see the rudeness in me..
i don't think that i should apologies..
i have my reason of doing that..
and u don't need to know the reason..

and now,
"when i dream at night" by Marc Anthony
become something major in my life..
i love that song..
write in my blog about this song before..
listen to it..
and u still won't understand unless u know what i'm facing..

to you: lets stop it here..i don't want to give any hope to you nor let myself been drag to the past..i'll minimise the time we spent together..i'm sorry..u will always be someone that never stop making me smile..i will never let you go until u found the right one....that is my promise....

that is all babes and dudes..
thanks for your time..

sayang..i miss you, sayang..and i sayang you..always..


AnaK KeciL