Monday, February 25, 2008

aLooooo..
*it ia hard to make people to understand you..

sometimes it is hard to let out your
feelings to people who are close to you..
seriously its hard for me..
let me reason it out..

• i'm scared that they misunderstand me..
• i'm scared they might leave me..
• i'm scared they will laugh at me..

it is not only feelings i'm talking about, here..
but the fact is the problems that i'm facing..
once i shoot out the problems i'm having,
it means my past will be reveal..

so..
which is the best??
keep quite or let out everything??..
for me,
BOTH!!

i don't dare to tell people that i'm close with
my feelings,
my problems
and also what i'm thinking about..
i'm just to scared..
adn seriously to scared..
but i let out all my thoughts and feelings
to people whom i'm not close with..

and to make it clear here,
they understand me..
they never get off my side..
they share theirs with me..

i've said once..
i prefer talking to strangers than someone close with me..
why??
because they will never judge..
if they judge,
they are strangers anyway....

or even talk to a friend..
who is not close enough with me..
that i think and feel that they won't juge me..
and that is what i'm doing right now..
really hope this friend for mine won't judge me..
THANKS CAUSE YOU WANNA HEAR MY PROBLEMS!!

So..
now is school holiday..
holiday for me??
a big NO for u guys..
hahaha..
why??

• tones of proposal need to be done..
• going back to school for meetings and up coming events..
• meeting up some old pal..
• and out almost every night to be YOU!!

that is what i'm going to do during the holidays..
ouh ya..
forgot 1 major thing..

• ATTACHMENT!!

MUAHAHAHAHA!!!!
screw up my own life....
but i'm happy with things that i'm gonna do..
the most is the 4th point....
wakakaka....
gonna smile and smile and smile..

anyway..
qoute this words from Friendster Horoscopes
"Too many changes too quickly could bring you right back to where you started."
for my horoscope(25.02.2008)..
agree to it..

orite2..
that all for now..
take care all..
thanks for reading....


AnaK KeciL