Friday, February 15, 2008

aLoo..
*thinking of what gonna happen in my LIFE....

People call me ego..
Hmmm..
Why??
I don't really know..
But let me list out who actually i am..

• i'm someone who will always try to hold on to my words..(i say i do)
• i'm someone who will do what i think and feel is right..
• i'm someone who will always take dares from people as long as it never hurt other people..
• i'm someone who like to keep things inside me..
• i'm someone whoes tears is dried..
• i'm someone who respect others..
• i'm someone who will do anything for others even it risk my life..
• i'm someone who willing to make people happy even i'm hurt..
• i'm someone who get angry easily..
• i'm someone who do stupid things..
• i'm someone who don't know how to lead life and don't even know what life's about..
• i'm someone who will never hate people because nobody is perfect..

that is what i think i am..
maybe because of things that i do or what i am make people say that i'm ego..
hmmm..
yes i am..
so do you..
i don't show my ego-ness if u respect what i am or what i want..

i've been doll-ing around..
people think that i'm kind and they start to step on my head..
asking me to do this and that..
liking me because of what i had and not who i am..
i may be stupid at times and just say "YES"..
but i'm someone who will never repeat the same mistake again..
try me people....

that's all for now..
exam is later..
i'm here updating my blog..
muahahaha....
will end up with malay poetry..

For the one that I used to love deeply..

Kini kau sudah berpunya Sayang..
Kau selalu riang..
Tersenyum walau tanpa sebab..
Itulah dirimu kini..

Aku terpaksa pergi jauh dari dirimu..
Itu peganggan hidupku..
Jika kau perlukan diriku,
aku akan sentiasa disisimu..

Biarlah kini kita berjauhan..
Supaya aku tidak dilukai lebih dalam..
Walau berat mulut ini ingin berkata "Selamat Tinggal",
biarlah setiap tapak ku katakan..

Kini aku sendiri..
Kembali sendiri..
Seperti hari yang sudah-sudah..
Tiada siapa yang aku menyayangi kini..

Walau ianya pahit untuk di lelan,
aku akan tetap teruskan..
Walau luka ini terus berdarah,
aku akan biarkan..

Biarlah yang terjadi aku jadikan peduman..
Biarlah keindah yang kita lalui aku buat kenangan..
Biarlah aku sebergini buat sekarang..
Biarlah aku sendiri tanpa teman..


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