aLoo to all..
*not cured, but addtion hurt....


Orite..
What happen yesterday??....
Hmmmm..
Yup..
Met my Dear..
Dear still cute as before but i think she getting cuter..
Muahahahaaaa....
Even it's only for 20 mins that u're beside me,
it meant a lot to me dear..
Hope we can meet up and spent the whole day like before orite Dear??..
Hah!!Dear online!!Muahahahaha!!
To Dear--> i'm sori that i called u "Mangkuk Tengkat"..n tanx for those marks..even they hurts it makes me smile when ever i feel them..heeeeeee....

After send Dear home,
Meet up with LiL Cheeky GaL....
Took sweater from LiL..
and yes u're Cheecky, LiL GaL....
But those smiles make me think of my past..
wiLL talk about LiL GaL later on..

THOSE ARE THE HAPPY PART OF YESTERDAY....
AND THIS ISN'T......

Sayang told me Sayang got Darling now....
ask u guys, how it feel when u heard that from someone that u really love??..
it's not u..it's some1 else..ans me orite....
i jus ans "ouh...." "den"
i stop there..
i wanted to continue..
but its jus hurt enough..
"den i've to start running"
that's wat i wanna say....
i know Sayang never read my blog unless i ask Sayang to..
let me let out all my feelings here orite..
i Love this Sayang of mine..
away from Sayang is not easy and never it will be..
i'll do anything and everthing for Sayang..
what should i do now??..
i'm the kind of person who will run away if some1 that i know is in a relationship..
and now that Sayang is in a relationship,
i've to just keep away for Sayang....
i can never do that..
it hurts a lot....
but at the same time i'm happy Sayang is happy..
but it still hurts....
Loving Sayang is a big mistake..
but i keep continue doing that mistake..
i know Sayang i never for me..
but i'm always hoping Sayang will be mine even for a day....
it's still impossibe..
Sayang will never understand why is this happening even i've change..
and yes..
only Sayang believe that i've change..
and yes i've change..
but i'm still hoping..
i will start running..
as far as possible..
i've done one thing today..
even it's hard and hurt alot,
that the best for me....

as for today,
meet up with LiL GaL..
tanx alot LiL for those smiles....
u never stop smiling and never stop creating smiles on me..
i'm happy that i'm with u today LiL..
and rmbr..only me call u LiL..
no 2nd person can call u that orite??..
but pls don't mistaken what happen today orite..
u're with some1 i know now..
be happy with that person....
you make me forget about Sayang today..
but when u're off by my side,
Sayang back on my mind....

Anyway....it's impossible......


AnaK KeciL