orite!!!!
wanna know what the hell i'm doing now??!!
sitting and standing at SHS club booth!!!!
seriously doing nothing....
u see......
i still have time to blog..
how free i can be standing and do nothing..
hahahaaaaaa..
never eat my medication in d morning,
blow 7 ballons,
and now,
can't catch my breath....
HUUUUUZZZZZZZZZZ....
++++ i'm having gastric toooo..
so can imagine how i'm surviving??..
i screw my own life now!!
ouh....

btw..
i just wish that things should not go the way it will..
got a hug for "nothing"..
gave a hug, kiss n just holding hand doesn't mean i love u..
it is just a way to make u feel happy..
if my heart could shout out how miserable i feel
to let u have that feeling towards me, it will..
not that i don't ever care about ur feelings..
it's just that i don't wanna u to be drag
to a path where its hard to find an exit once u enter it..
i care about u....
but i don't think that i should love u..
it's a mix feeling....not love that u have..
please..help me..by helping urself to get out of
that walk way that lead to that path..
i just don't know how to talk to u..
i just hope this gonna help..plzzz..

i've got nothing to do now..
can only do push upSS!!
hahahahhaaaaaaaa..
okokok..
thats all for now orite??!!
hahahaaaa

really hope u understand what i mean..
i never will love u..
pls..stop that feeling of confusion..
it's not love..


AnaK KeciL