Tuesday, January 1, 2008

hi all..
never xpect 2007 will go off this fast..
n never want 2008 to come this early..
too many hurts i gain in 2007..
people say "hey 2008 coming, forget it"..
yes 2008 coming but the hurts will always follow..
as long as its around my risk i will think of YOU..
now 2007 really have past..
n that in my past now..
come 2008..
still can't find anything to be the mean of life for me can't find any..
used to make it as "make some1 happy"..
but making some1 happy n get hurts is not i always wanna do..
so ya..
i really can't find any..
hah..
there are some wishes that i wanna have..

1. to let YOU know how i feel about YOU
2. if it doesn't work, i wanna YOU fuck off from my life
3. to know who am i in YOUR heart

but will it be granted??..
nah..as long as i keep what's inside me,
non will be fulfil..

kind of sad for 2007..
been down all the time..
can't see myself smiling that much..
all just because of the hurts..
can't find any reason just to smile and have a happy day..
had a happy moment..
n it doesnt last long..
keep thinking..
do i live just to get hurts??
people can say "NO"..
but i do feel so..

a fwen ask me to let out all my feelings of hurt..
to whom??..to the one that hurts me..
but i don't dare to take that challenge..
i don't wanna loose that person just for that reason
"i'm hurt by YOU"
NO!! i won't risk it..
i don't want people to start to get out of my life even i'm ready for it now..
it is a big NO
i don't dare to....

thats all for nw..
can't think much..
my knee is in great pain!!
hah..
ciaozZzZ..


AnaK KeciL