hey..
been a week not updating..
many things hpn..
good n bad..
holiday starts..
but i'm not ready for that..
i'm not going out..
will go sch when ever i can..
courses n camps too..
i can't even have a day to really enjoy myself at ECP..
cause thats the only place where i can rest my mind..

sad + down + hurt = now
really need some1 to cheer me up..
but it seems that no1 will or could..
i've tried to cry..
i've tried to smile..
but i just can't..
too many things hpn in my life..
i just wanna be normal..
lead a normal life..
with the feel of true love..
but instead,
i'm hurt cause of love..
huzzzz..

i'm some1 who will always hold on to my words..
seriously..
but why people can't keep theirs??..
for you(dear): u say u will not leave me no matter what happen..u say u will not be like others in my past..u say u will not drag me back to my past..u say letting me alone is the last thing u would do..u say "that not gonna hpn" when i say i'm sure u going to leave me one day..u say u love me..u gave me kisses n hugs..but dear..u left me alone here dear..i'm always the one who will always find u..but u don't dear..u left me when u have others that u see everyday..u say we gonna meet one day..but will tt one day be years after that??i miss u dear..miss u soooo much....but u will nvr care like u use to care 1yr ago..tanx coz wanna be my fwen since 21 march 2006..

and why people can't tell the truth??
is it a sin to tell the truth??..
it hurt me when i know the truth..
n its SUPER HURT ok..
for you(awak): u never tell me the truth about u..about ur life..u give hope, lighten my life, make me smile and coz of u i dare to turn back to the past..but hey..what u have done!!u are such a *****!!saat aku baru ingin merasai kasih sayangmu, aku dilukai....

bro now in HTA..
serve the country..
feel kind of sad..
and hey....
his my bro..
and i miss him..
heh....

many things happen in this world..
kids only 13 start to smoke..
kids only 15 start to drink..
how they start??..
why they start??..
sooo many ans....
make me think....
my life is better than theirs..
we can easily see teenagers becoming homosexual..
why??..
too many ans..
some ans are kind of sad and some are kind of funny..
why they involve in gangsterism??
hehe..
diff kind of ans....
HAAAAA....
thats life ya..

okok..long??..not so la..thats all la ok..
tanx for reading..
bye....


AnaK KeciL