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About Me



I'm AnaK KeciL
I'm 19

black_red65@hotmail.com

This is about AnaK KeciL's Life..

AnaK KeciL's Life full of unanswered Questions..

AnaK KeciL still waitinG for the Questions to be Answered..

Poems N Puisi will be posted to let all AnaK KeciL's Feeling(s) out..

I LOVE YOU, SAYANG..


My Links:-

-My Friendster-

-HKSS-
Aishah. Isfarina. Kenny.
Mei Ying. Muhaimin. Mustainah.
Sabahrina. Suhaimi. Shaheda.
Taufiq. Wendy. Yasrina.
Yongquan. Zulhilmi. Zyma.

-NCDCC-
Fudin. Huda. Natasha.
Shakila. Sharina. Shuhailah.
Umairah. Ummairah.

-NYP-
Amanda. Fatin. Fathul Hakim.
Jasline.


Memories:-

  • September 2007
  • October 2007
  • November 2007
  • December 2007
  • January 2008
  • February 2008
  • March 2008
  • April 2008
  • May 2008
  • June 2008
  • July 2008
  • August 2008
  • September 2008
  • October 2008
  • November 2008
  • December 2008
  • January 2009
  • February 2009
  • March 2009
  • April 2009
  • May 2009
  • June 2009
  • July 2009
  • September 2009


    • Credits:-

    AnaK KeciL.

    Tuesday, April 28, 2009

    i really hope u read this post..

    how i really wish my mind n my heart could talk to you..
    tell you how i feel when u hurt me..
    tell you what i actually want..
    tell you who actually i am..
    so you can easily understand me and will never hurt me anymore..

    i just want to smile and be happy like how others and you are now..
    but why is it just so hard for me to feel that happiness that i've long searching for??!!
    what's my mistake??..
    why am i been treat like this??!!
    why can't you just simply understand me??..
    WHY WHY WHY!!!!

    all i need now is your love..
    you to understand me..

    you want me to trust you..
    and times i've said i'll try..
    but you keep saying that i'm not..

    LET ME TELL ALL OF YOU THIS,
    I'LL NEVER AND NEVER EVER TRUST ANYONE ANYMORE.
    can you see tt fullstop??..
    my trust for people stops there....

    i had enough of being sick everytime..
    you know that i'm sick yet you still do all this to me..

    FINE!!
    YOU WANT TO KNOW WHAT I'VE BEEN KEEPING FROM YOU??!!
    LET ME TELL YOU THIS....
    MY TIME IS NOT LONG.
    that is what i've been keeping from you..

    and i'll never know when the last time i could ever feel your love..

    and again i'll say it here..
    what i want is just your love and you to understand me..
    i'll never ask for anything else....

    how i lead my life now is not like how i use to live it....
    i've to plan my day every single day....
    just to make sure i spend this time of mine to the fullest..

    life is short..
    in did it is short..
    i'm only 20 now....
    i'm praying hard thats not the dot of my life journey..
    praying hard mericals will happen....

    everynight only tears roll down my cheeck....

    that's all for now..

    check out: 1756hrs


    AnaK KeciL


    That is AnaK KeciL's Life 5:39:00 PM

    Thursday, April 16, 2009

    hi people..
    i know that i've not update for a long time..
    more to songs..
    coz these songs tell the stories..
    and how i feel..

    i don't know what's happening to me..
    my health condition..
    from good to bad..
    and now bad to worse..

    medication after medication..
    get sick and tired of eating them..
    as if i depent on the medication to stay alive..

    not all knows what's my condition..
    what i can say now is that;
    "i feel that i'm using someone else's body"
    HATE this feeling..

    i can't do much work with this pain..
    what i can do i just pretend..
    pretend nothing happen..
    and just put on my smiles like always..

    what making me smile now??
    or who making me smile now??
    the girls that i used to contact before and family..
    and now they are back in my life..
    i'm not using them..
    it's just that i LOST their contact when i reset my HP..
    and i don't online to chat coz of attachments..

    i made some new fwenz..
    someone who use to be a passer by....
    but now is my fwen..
    ahaha....
    i'm standing high now..
    like 6months before..

    so people..
    that is it..
    life is short..
    do as much as u can..
    and i've learn..
    I NEVER TRUST ANYONE ANYMORE!!
    NEVER ASK ME TO!!
    coz i won't..


    AnaK KeciL


    That is AnaK KeciL's Life 12:27:00 AM

    Monday, April 6, 2009

    2 songs to indicate how my life is now..

    1st song is how i feel, 2nd song is how i lead my life now..

    1st:
    Babyface - The Loneliness



    [Verse 1]
    Im sitting here
    Thinking bout
    How im gon-na do without
    You around in my life and how am I
    I gon' get by I ain't got no days
    Just lonely nights
    You want the truth
    Well girl im not alright
    Feel out of place and out of time
    I think im gonna lose my mind

    [Chorus]
    So tell me how you feel (im lonely)
    Are you for real (so lonely)
    Do you still think of me (i think of you)
    Baby still (are you lonely)
    Do you dream of me at night (like i dream of you all the time)
    So let me tell you how it feels (its like everyday i die)
    Wish i was dreaming but its real (when i open up my eyes)
    Let me tell you how it feels (and don't see your pretty face)
    I think that i will never love again

    [Verse 2]
    I miss your face
    I miss your kiss
    I even miss the arguments
    That we would have from time to time
    I miss you standing by my side
    I'm dying here its clear to see
    There ain't no you,
    God knows there ain't no me
    Don't wanna live,
    I wanna die
    If I cant have you in my life

    [Chorus (repeat till end)]


    2nd:
    Marc Anthony - When I Dream At Night



    I have been in love and been alone
    I have traveled over many miles to find a home
    There's that little place inside of me
    That I never thought could take control of everything
    But now I just spend all my time with anyone
    Who makes me feel the way she does

    CHORUS: 'Cause I only feel alive
    When I dream at night
    Even though she's not real it's all right
    'Cause I only feel alive
    When I dream at night
    Every move that she makes holds my eyes
    And I fall for her everytime

    I've so many things I want to say
    I'll be ready when the perfect moment comes my way
    I had never known what's right for me
    Till the night she opened up my heart and set it free
    But now I just spend all my time with anyone
    Who makes me feel the way she does

    REPEAT CHORUS
    Now I just spend all my time with anyone
    Who makes me feel the way she does
    REPEAT CHORUS


    AnaK Kecil


    That is AnaK KeciL's Life 9:31:00 PM



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