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Sunday, June 22, 2008

"Why Are We Still Friends"

We do almost everything that lovers do
And that's why it's hard, just to be friends with you
Every time your heart is broken by the fool
I want you to know that it hurts me too
It's hard to wipe your tears away (tears away)
Knowing that you should be with me
Now tell me why

[CHORUS:]

Why -- why are we still friends
When everything says
We should be more than we are
And tell me why every time I find
Someone that I like
We always end up just being friends (Just Being Friends)

I would hate for you to find somebody new
Who you really love, cause it would mean losing you
But am I a fool girl not to say
If I'm always scared I'll lose you anyway
Somehow somewhere I've got to choose (got to choose)
No matter if it's win or lose
Now tell me why

[CHORUS]

I don't wanna be like your brother
I don't wanna be your best friend
I only wanna be your lover
When will this end
If I told you that I wanna be in your life
Then you could be the woman in mine

[CHORUS x2]

That is AnaK KeciL's Life 7:50:00 PM

i hate it when my tears keep rolling down....
i can never face reality..
it's too hurtful..
where's the one promise to be by me all the time??
where's the one who say i can never be alone??
can i just have someone that really understands me??
i've tried to find but can never be found..
only have Sayang to love..
but i guess it's time to let go..
like what sayang say,
one day she gonna go off somewhrere to lead better life..
so i guess my fear of loosing her is coming..
FEAR!!
i just need someone to understand my feelings..
where i can let out all my probs without thinking one going to leave me..
i just can't find this particular person..
and i don't want to be hurt..
n yes loving Sayang is a hurtful thing..
i've to walk off everytime when Sayang have someone special....
and i'm the only one who always contact her..
i know i'm no one special in her life..
but loving her is all i want to..
this sounds crazy..
but i always living in fear of loosing her..
some will read n laugh....
i don't care..
and yes it's Her..
who cares..
what i know i really love this Lady....
but i am sure i've to let go....
or maybe i just have to run away in silence....
she won't know anyway....
even it hurts,
for her happiness,
i shell walk off..
i mean run away....
i'll do my best..
i'll see how far i can go..
i do everything to make myself busy....
i will..
no matter what..
i've to go off....
*praying hard she won't read this*

AnaK KeciL

That is AnaK KeciL's Life 1:36:00 PM

Thursday, June 19, 2008

orite..
insyaAllah 2mr is the day i'm going meet up with Sayang..
praying hard it happens..
if pics taken,
maybe i'll post la hor..
cause someone seems have the thinking that i'm telling lies..
hmMmm..
can't figure out who this "nil" is..
i guess i never hurt anyone feelings so far??..
the people that close to me knows who the person is....
so i guess this "nil" is no one??????
never mind....

AnaK KeciL

That is AnaK KeciL's Life 9:02:00 PM

Wednesday, June 18, 2008

i just don't know why..
why the heLL i love you so much..
even it hurts i just can't stop loving you..
no matter how much i say i want to forget you,
you're still in my heart n my mind jus can't stop thinking of you..
even it feels like heLL when i'm hurt by you,
throw my anger towards you,
i'm the one who feel guilty....
i just don't understand why..
can you give me the answer??!!
there's too much of you in my life....
almost every movement of mine,
it's always you that i think of..
and i'm too weak..
too weak to teLL you how much hurts you've gave me..
too weak to stop thinking of you..
too weak to admit that you're never mine....
for aLL this,
i can only say one thing..
only one thing....
I'm afraid of loosing you....
i just want to be with you until the end of time..
i tried replace you with others..
but they anit like you..
not even one of them make me smile like you do..
and i've been always saying
"i love you"
"i miss you"
it's just because i'm afraid of loosing you....
and i want all to know..
I LOVE YOU

AnaK KeciL

That is AnaK KeciL's Life 8:38:00 PM

Monday, June 16, 2008

SAYANG, IT HURTS ALOT!!
DON'T EVER PUT HOPES FOR ME EVER AGAIN!!
PLEASE....ENOUGH OF THIS KIND OF HURTS!!

AnaK KeciL

That is AnaK KeciL's Life 8:36:00 PM

Tuesday, June 10, 2008

bored..
i'm totally bored..
run in the morning and after then till
now i've been doing nothing..
keeping thinking of the one..
hoping everything gonna be fine
and one back on feet and smiling again..
even it hurts when stories been told,
making sure one is happy,
it is more then enough..
i'm moving on my journey of life..
can't find the happiness that i really wanted..
only one had ever gave me the nicest memory..
and now the memories keep playing at the back of my mind..
every smiles,
every laughter,
everytime one in my arms,
is just the nicest memory ever..
but when ever i think of it,
tears in my eyes start to flash down..
how i wish the memory can be reality again..
having one in my arm,
seeing one's smlie,
hearing one's laughter..
things can never be the same now..
no point of keep saying i miss,
because there's not going to be another meeting..
no point of keep saying i love,
because there's no more me..
sometimes i feel like just putting one in the past..
but it can never happen..
because there is too much love..
too much love until i'm ready to be hurt..
blank mind now..
i'm going tru this alone now....
finding the true me..
finding the way to lead my life..
kind of fuck up sometimes..
but that is life....
i'll keep finding and looking for my happiness..

Sayang..
andai kau tahu isi hati ini..
aku tak mampu lepaskan kau pergi..
walau kaki terus melangkah pergi..
aku tetap toleh ketepi..
aku sayangkan dirimu..

AnaK KeciL

That is AnaK KeciL's Life 4:15:00 PM

Sunday, June 8, 2008

hi..
sorry its been a week i've never update my blog..
busy with school ah..
nothing to update..
because life i just as normal..
hurts after hurts..
i just don't know why you keep coming back..
can you just go??????

i love this song..
it suits my life..
i guess i'm always be fool by
people that i really love..
maybe they are right..
i'm easily to be fooled because i love you too much..

it's a malay song....

Hitam Manisan - Olan

Jika ku tahu
Diriku hanya sandaranmu
Tak akan ku curah
Segala cintaku padamu

Mengapa sejak dahulu
Kau tidak berterus terang
Bahawa aku hanyalah
Tempat persinggahanmu

Sudah menjadi lumrah
Ada insan lupa daratan
Waktu kau kesusahan
Akulah tempat engkau mengadu
Tapi apabila kau senang
Mudanya kau berubah hati
Dan kau bersuka ria
Dengan orang yang lain

Waktu susah kau cari aku
Waktu senang engkau tinggalkan aku
Bergitulah sikapmu
Yang tak tahu kenang budi

Waktu duka akulah teman
Waktu perlu akulah kekasihmu
Tapi selepas itu mangapa kau khianati

Apa gunanya dikenang-kenang
Pada orang yang tak menghargai
Segala pengorbanan diriku
Akhirnya aku terluka

Aku hanya bersabar
Sambil dalam hatiku bertanya
Bahagiakah engkau
Membiarkan ku terkilan rasa
Sesungguhnya dirimu adalah
Manusia yang lupa daratan
Dengan mudah kau mungkiri
Segalah janjimu

Waktu susah kau cari aku
Waktu senang engkau tinggalkan aku
Bergitulah sikapmu
Yang tak tahu kenang budi

Waktu duka akulah teman
Waktu perlu akulah kekasihmu
Tapi selepas itu mangapa kau khianati

Apa gunanya dikenang-kenang
Pada orang yang tak menghargai
Segala pengorbanan diriku
Akhirnya aku terluka

Aku hanya bersabar
Sambil dalam hatiku bertanya
Bahagiakah engkau
Membiarkan ku terkilan rasa

Sesungguhnya dirimu adalah
Manusia yang lupa daratan
Dengan mudah kau mungkiri
Segalah janjimu

Dahulu aku sering hiburkan
Hatimu sayang
Dan mengapa balasan mu kini
Menyakiti hati ku

AnaK KeciL

That is AnaK KeciL's Life 4:04:00 PM

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