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About Me



I'm AnaK KeciL
I'm 19

black_red65@hotmail.com

This is about AnaK KeciL's Life..

AnaK KeciL's Life full of unanswered Questions..

AnaK KeciL still waitinG for the Questions to be Answered..

Poems N Puisi will be posted to let all AnaK KeciL's Feeling(s) out..

I LOVE YOU, SAYANG..


My Links:-

-My Friendster-

-HKSS-
Aishah. Isfarina. Kenny.
Mei Ying. Muhaimin. Mustainah.
Sabahrina. Suhaimi. Shaheda.
Taufiq. Wendy. Yasrina.
Yongquan. Zulhilmi. Zyma.

-NCDCC-
Fudin. Huda. Natasha.
Shakila. Sharina. Shuhailah.
Umairah. Ummairah.

-NYP-
Amanda. Fatin. Fathul Hakim.
Jasline.


Memories:-

  • September 2007
  • October 2007
  • November 2007
  • December 2007
  • January 2008
  • February 2008
  • March 2008
  • April 2008
  • May 2008
  • June 2008
  • July 2008
  • August 2008
  • September 2008
  • October 2008
  • November 2008
  • December 2008
  • January 2009
  • February 2009
  • March 2009
  • April 2009
  • May 2009
  • June 2009
  • July 2009
  • September 2009


    • Credits:-

    AnaK KeciL.

    Thursday, November 29, 2007

    hey guys..
    this is life ya....
    full of ups and downs....
    when we want to smile,
    there is always things stop us from doing that..
    i will turn us down..
    make us feel sad,
    make us feel angry,
    make us feel bad..
    mixed feeling make us confuse..

    when we are in bad mood,
    people will keep asking "WHY"??!!
    and want the answer..
    they will just say that u follow ur mood
    and say that u don't want to control it..
    but do they know why we react that way??..
    do we always have to keep own feelings inide??..
    and put a mask n just show that u are always happy??..

    AAAHHH!!
    for me this is all bullshit!!
    we don't have put on mask all the time when we are down..
    u and me..
    we are human being....
    and all knows human being have diff feelings..
    don't put on a mask when u feeling down..
    please....be urself all the time..

    shout out ur feelings..
    tell others(that u trust) ur feeling..
    insyaallah u will feel better..
    have u ever tell a stranger how u feel??..
    i do..
    always......
    and i feel good....
    he/she don't know who i am
    and don't know who i'm talking about..
    i just need to lt out my feeling..
    i don't need any feedback..
    if advice been given,
    i take it and think about th advice..
    if it is useful,
    i will take and apply it....
    but if it's not,
    i will just say thanx....

    This is life for me ya people..
    i still have qns in my mind about life..
    more and more people in my life is getting out from my "door"
    without me knowing..
    yes it hurts..
    but do they care??..
    i don't think so....


    *what actually life meant to u??..
    share with me....
    that's all people..
    tanx..


    AnaK KeciL


    That is AnaK KeciL's Life 2:02:00 PM

    Wednesday, November 28, 2007

    hey hey hey....
    people always says that if u wanna cry,
    just let it out....
    but hey....
    i can't......
    the more i wanna let it out,
    the more anger and saddness there's in me..
    no tears....
    even i tried hard....
    i can't...................................................................
    i never hate someone before..
    never i will..
    but this feeling makes me hate someone....
    i don't dare to start to hate..
    cause it will never be good....
    and i don't want to hate the person i love....
    AAAAAHHHHHH!!!!

    that's LIFE people!!


    AnaK KeciL


    That is AnaK KeciL's Life 10:53:00 PM

    Wednesday, November 21, 2007

    I'm totally FUCK UP today!!
    So many things happen in just one day!!
    For that soooo many things happen, only one good thing happen..
    I'll list down things happen today....

    1. Tot i woke up late for school..but actually not.. not a big deal.. but i nvr GEL up my hair.. n that's a big deal!!

    2. Bio test.. hey this is great.. got C.. but still can improve!!

    3. Waited for HER from 1000hr-1120++hr.. ask HER to find me.. in the end, i go to her.. huzzz..

    4. Out of school went to Bugis, follow HER to get her stuffs..after got all her stuff, is just like 1300++hr..

    5. Head to Vivo to eat and got dump after that.. should not use that word.. replace it with a word you think its nicer to read ah....................

    For You: if u read this post, i'm sorry.. i've to let out my feeling.. Yes i'm pissed off.. totally pissed off.. i cabot my tut just because of you.. if u tell me earlier, i can just go back to school instead of Vivo.. this is not the 1st time you did this.. n you said that you feel bad doing that, but hey....before you msg with your friend, do you think of that??.. it's just words.. you said that you don't want waste my time, but hey.. told you more than once i'm not going home before 2200hr.. u are out with me and i never sent you home.. you know that's not me and i don't like when it happens.. you said i should not topup for u just now??.. then i know why.... n i should agree to go to Jurong Point rather then Vivo.. right??.. and you don't even care to msg me when u reach home.. AAAHHH!! You will never understand!!

    6. After got dump, when back to school.. for SHS club.. thank GOD this happen smoothly.. but hey.. i'm late ok!!

    7. During that meeting, receive msg from Jitt.. WTF!! The reunion have to be canceled just because of that STUPID new principal??!! FUCK AH!!

    8. Met Jitt after the meeting and she explain stuff..

    9. Call my friend and ask him to bring stuff down.. got HER a red rose.. thinking of bringing HER to E.C.P or place ear my house but hey.. SHE told me SHE gonna meet HER friend before i tell HER anything.. so friend bring down the rose meet him at BIG LONGKANG near my house and i pluck every single patel that the rose have.. Shower in the rain with friend.. n straight home.. once reach home, i vomit what i've ate.. Laksa(the only meal i had today).. and my head hurts like HELL!!

    10. Now still go in and out of toilet!!

    Anyway.. HER/SHE i just a friend that i should say special to me.. just a friend ya..

    Green watch been remove and only will wear it if i don't have any watch to wear..

    Baru sekarang orang tahu sape orang di sisi awak..
    Hanya sebagai seorang yang bergekar Teman..
    Ungkapan kata sayang hanya sia-sia..


    AnaK KeciL


    That is AnaK KeciL's Life 10:30:00 PM

    Thursday, November 15, 2007

    Setiap kali aku menatap wajahmu,
    Duka di hati hilang sekelip mata..
    Senyuman yang terpancar,
    Membuat aku terus terlena..

    Walau aku sedari,
    Dirimu mustahil untuk ku miliki,
    Tetapi aku terus menyayangi..
    Walau ku ketahui ia suatu kesilapan..

    Aku tetap teruskan kesilpan itu..
    Hanya kerana ingin kau selau di sisi..
    Hanya ingin menatap wajahmu..
    Hanya ingin melihat kau gembira..

    Walau hati terus terluka,
    Senyuman akan tetap ku ukir..
    Kata-kata manis tetap ku ungkap..
    Luka yang tercalar aku sembunyikan..

    Dirimu yang manja,
    Senyumanmu yang manis,
    Tawamu yang indah,
    Membuat aku teruskan kesilapan..

    Milikimu sesuatu yang mustahil..
    Bergitu juga meninggalkan dirimu..
    Dirimu sudah lama terpahat di hati..
    Tiada yang akan menjadi perganti..

    Walau telah aku cuba berkali..
    Tiada satu pun yang serupa dengan dirimu..
    Keunikan dirimu terlalu mendalam..
    Manjamu yang buat aku tertawan..

    Tetapi kita hanya mampu bergelar teman..
    Aku bersyukur kerana kau tetap di sisi..
    Aku dapat menatap wajahmu..
    Walau ianya dari pandangan jauh..


    AnaK KeciL


    That is AnaK KeciL's Life 1:32:00 AM

    Sunday, November 11, 2007

    Sorry for this Malay entry..No mood to change it in English..
    It's just about me..Wrote it on friday when i'm at E.C.P..

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    Tika aku sendirian,
    Hanya bertemankan nyanyi rindu
    dan ombak pantai,
    terkenang aku pada masa silamku..

    Terlalu banyak aku tempuhi,
    terlalu banyak aku lalui..
    Sekiranya itu semua tidak terjadi,
    siapakah diri aku kini??

    Dahulu aku selalu ke dalam fantasi..
    Ianya terlalu indah..
    Tiada yang dapat tandinginya..
    Hingga aku takut kealam realiti..

    Tetapi aku sedari..
    Aku harus berpijak di bumi yang nyata..
    Walau pahit mahupun pedih..
    Aku celikkan mataku..

    Aku hanya dapat melihat kedukaan,
    yang berterusan menjadi kelukaan..
    Ak tidak dapat bertahan..
    Aku mengaku kalah..

    Kembali aku ke alam fantasi..
    Terbuai dengan keindahan..
    Berterusan aku dengan keindahan itu..
    Takut untuk kembali ke alam nyata..

    Tetapi aku selalu mendengar bisikkan..
    Bisikkan yang menyuruh aku kembali..
    Ia terus dan terus membisik..
    Aku bingung dan aku kembali ke realiti..

    Sekali lagi aku celikkan mataku..
    Kedukaan juga yang aku lihat..
    Ia berterusan..
    Aku hampir mengaku kalah..

    Bisikkan itu menguatkan aku..
    Aku terus berpijak,
    tanpa setapak aku mengundur..
    Walau terluka hingga berdarah..

    Hari demi hari,
    masa demi masa,
    aku terus berada dalam alam realitiku..
    Tidak aku berfikir tentang alam fantasiku itu..

    Aku terus teguh berdiri..
    Walau tanpa bisikkan itu..
    Dan aku disini terkenangkan kisah silamku..
    Di tepi pantai yang penuh dengan kenangan..

    Terima Kasih bisikkan..


    AnaK KeciL


    That is AnaK KeciL's Life 10:37:00 PM

    Wednesday, November 7, 2007

    AAAHHH!!
    shld not start that in the first place!!
    okok..don know what i'm talking abt??..
    YEAH!!all won't knw..even u!!
    i really really hope i nvr start things 1st..
    Giving hope to u??..
    AAAHHH!!
    shld not talk to u in tt manner nor do stuff tt i shld not..
    its just Me..
    i'm Doing that to ALL..not ONLY u..
    i'm SORRY!!
    Really aM SORRY....
    just don't know hoW to make things right....
    AAAAHHHH!!!!
    u May FeeL my Changes..
    yes i change!!
    taking Steps back, Away FroM u..
    jusT caN't make thingS continuE..iT have to stoP..
    i'm reaLLy reaLLy soRRy..
    PLEASE HATE ME!!
    HATE AS MUCH AS U WANT!!
    AS LONG AS U FORGET THAT FEELING TOWARDS ME!!
    PLEASE....
    AND I'M SORRY TO MAKE THE "HOPE" EXISTS..


    FEELING SO SUPER BAD NOW!!
    JUST WISH THAT I'M AT E.C.P RITE NOW!!
    AAAAAAHHHHHH!!!!!!


    AnaK KeciL


    That is AnaK KeciL's Life 12:25:00 AM



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